It was pretty cool at first
But now it just makes me feel worse
That you want what we both can’t have
And it’s driving me a little mad
I guess it’s just been that kinda night
My insecurity’s usually right
And sitting now upon this bed
I’m firmly inside my own head
For a long time, I was lonely because I didn’t know how to be without someone. When I had someone, I was lonely because I didn’t know what it was I got from them. Then I was lonely because I didn’t know what I gave to them that they didn’t already have. Then I was lonely because I didn’t know what I wanted, and that made me sadder than anything. I used to know what I wanted, back when we all knew in our hearts that we’d figured it all out. I had someone who was special to me, and I knew she was always going to be special to me, but things changed, and suddenly, I wasn’t the most special thing to her.
What I didn’t realize then is that she wasn’t the most special thing to me, either, but she was, and is, the most important. Relationships, by and large, are learning experiences; something I didn’t realize until it was too late to take her off that pedestal. And it takes a while to pick yourself up, I know. It takes even longer to be able to look back and figure out what happened. It still hurts, sometimes, and it probably always will.
But that’s ok. I kind of like it.
Remember peekaboo? Keep your eyes closed. You keep them closed, just like that. It’s okay, we’re going to be okay.
and the winner of most upsetting gifset 2013 is
(Source: daylightring, via trilluminaughty-boi)
Just do it, Vince. Just fucking kill him already. This show has taken so much out of me that I can’t stand to see him suffer anymore. I can’t. You can’t do this to me, Vince. YOU CAN’T. IT’S NOT RIGHT.
You have encountered Ａ ＤＯＧＥ
You have chosen ＰＥＴ ＤＯＧＥ
ＴＨＥ ＤＯＧＥ ＩＳ ＰＬＥＡＳＥＤ
(Source: spitecho, via dailydoge)
German is fuckin hard to learn.